urghhh!! I HATE..I HATE..I HATE....

Well lets rewind the time starting from tdy till my last post...

TODAY~~25/4/10

urgghhh....had a lil fight wif Gummy Bear...huhu.. i dunno y but i feel like he's trying to avoid me.. i hope its nt true.. i do really hope..hmm..but he owaes gt sumting to cheer me up..hehe..hw sweet is he..the more i didnt see him..the more i realise hw muchi miss him n love him..hehehe... den jz nw at werk..ARGGGHH!!! Lagi stress!!! TBA beb..[tk boleh angkat] haiyo....dun wanna tal bout it lah...too stress oreadi..mane keje,hwks n tmrw a darn fucking test in which the teacher didnt teach at all..jz show the slides of which sentence to highlight and worst! i dun have the book...*F-cube*...hehe

YESTERDAY~~24/5/10

worst ever!!!!!May n me did sumting totally wrong at werk..urghh!! DUN WANNA TALK BOUT IT!!!!!!! den i go back to amk den slp..too tired..oh ya..i said "love u" to Sham..hehe..

THE DAY BEFORE YESTERDAY~~23/4/10

Cik Yah & Acang bdae!!!....wohoo!...had a small celebration but filled wif kecoh ppl..haha..den gt 1 baby soooo adoringly cute...i forgot the name...but sooo cute wen she laughs..hehe..den..off to slp...

thats all amegos!!...btw...im totally in love wif Sham..i duno y i miss him soo much...maybe bcz we tk jumpe for mre than 1 week oreadi?...hmm..maybe..hehe..aite2 lads..i wanna slp..too slpy n tired oreadi..blergh!!..hoping tmrw will be a gd day..

Muahs to all my readers!...bye!!chiao!!

adios.amegos.peace

AGAIN!!! & WORST THIS TIME....

well u all might be wondering wat isit all abt kn?kn?kn?...dun deny...i noe u all thinking wat is in my mind and wat i am going to say... XP

well...as expected and as wat i said in my last blog..that i will surely bump into Shafeeq..well the feeling is true n i really ALMOST bumped into him...it was like very close sia!!!...like i was standing beside him...kiwak!! jantung btol2 mcm nk tercabut sey...boleh jadi gila woo!!!...hahaha...den i smiled at him..and guess wat?...nope..he didnt giv me that particular look...he jz stare blank at me..(idiot! buat penat jek aku senyum..pki energy tau tu...hehe) den we walk off...he go his own way n i go mine..without even turning back..haiz... =.="

den the worst came...i hate this part but i have to write it down..cz its the oni way tat i wouldnt have to keep a revenge..oh ya..his name is hirman or herman oso i duno hw to spell ar..but he really gotta chg his attitude man..he SUCKS!!
so...this fucking teacher tat i once told u abt came to my class jz nw {the teacher who memperkecil-kecilkn bdk2 ite simei}..1st thing in my mind..."can u get the fucking outta my class u moron!! I Hate U!!!" den he started talking abt the camp that i have to go...which will be nxt wk at s'pore discovery centre...[i dunno y they chose that place..stoopid ppl..] den i asked him 1 question..
"umm...sir..can i know why is the camp compulsory?"...den he nag and nag and nag....bla3..talk crap...saying he wanted the ITE Clementi student to be the best behaviour wen we merge wif other ITE's in CCK...then i gave him a look and i sengaje [as in totally & btol3 sengaje cz i wanna see his reaction] give him a body language that i'm not interested...den he asked me.."so,which sch are u previously from?"
den i say lah"i was from greenview sec sch den to ite simei den nw here lah..so it was like frm east to west..y?"
guess wat he said?.."no wonder...u look so not interested..i find that all simei students are so lethargic..they have a reputation rite?"
i said"what??!!!!what kind of reputation?"(darah dah up!!)
he said" well u noe those bad ones....bla3.."(i cant hear bcz my ears are blocked by the wild running imaginary images of me killng him..sumbat byk2 tissue pat mulut dier n kentutkn direct at his face)
den a new gal jz entered my class,Syaz,also frm simei dah naik darah jgk...she banged the table and said loudly"NO!!...."
then he said"prove me wrong..make sure u come to the camp..i want to see ur faces there.." (ewah2...cabar aku nmpk!!)
i said.."ok sure!..u will definitely see me..i'll prove u wrong sir!!"
wah....teros darah bdk2 yg frm simei in my class terus sume darah up sey...tkleh tahan...den wen he gt out oreadi..Aidah said"kai..amcm pat camp kite kene kn dier cukop2 ar..aku pon tkleh tahan ar ngan dier.." & in my mind was..baik ar..ni aru members setia simei...WACAYASAMALU AR!!habis lah dier nnt bile camp..cnferm kene bahasekn ngan aku n the gang cukop2 nye..tk leh angz sia mulut mamat tu..mmg2 nk kene satu hari ar!!...

well guys..thats all yg interesting that happened tdy...hehe..oritey..nites human beings!!

adios.amegos.peace

well holla amegos!!
hehe..wondering wats wif the "amegos"??..well lately i've been watching shows related to italiano or spanish dances...and the way they speak jz caught me..hehehe...i love their dances..so graceful yet SEXAYYY...

oh well lets get back track to my life..haha..so,gd news 1st..well...i got CERTIFICATE OF MERIT!!!!wohoo...i gt this letter on mon..and it says im the top 5% in my cohort..wooweee... gerek perb??...i tot at least i would have been the top 10% or at least 20% ar..but top 5%???tk sangka my otak ni geliga semacam..wakaka!!!

n bad news...haiyo...Cit(my classmate) is going for NS soon in june..darn..will miss him loads man..jz tot of having him my 1st guy bestie...tk dpt lurh..hmm..kesian me..susah nk dpt fren.. XP

oh ya...i keep bumping into Shafeeq sey..n i wonder..why everytime he sees me..he will "bukak kepak"??...why eh?...hmmm...den tat time he give a look at Cit..wat he think he jln like tat i scared ar?..tk igt ke wat i did to him?..haha..n wats wif looking at Cit smcm?..jeles?..jalan dah..he's nt even my bf lah...pejek...mentang2 kite close must be bf/gf ke?..merepek nye olang...hehehe...n i gt a strong feeling tat tmrw im gonna bump into him again..urgh!!but at the same time i felt like saying "HI" to him..yalah..walaupon mcm the feeling marah is still thr..perasaan lame tk bole hilang...i still kinda like him..and in my heart was saying... "feeq,what is past let it be past lah..we be friends aje lah k?..tknk bbl tkpe lah but at least a smile will do..."
hmm..shall i say that to him straight in the face?..i dunno lah eh..

k lah..da lewat malam ni.. saya ingin tidur kerana saya sudah ngantuk dan kelopak mata saya sudah berat..tidak dapat ku terdaya untuk menahan lagi.. (cedebah..bahase melayu nk baik jek..haha)

oritey den mate..nites all..gd luck wif life..stay positive n cool...chiao!

adios.amegos.peace

The First Day of Sch PLUS Monday Blues...

oh well..tdy was the 1st day of sch..and i was late by 10 mins..hehe...sengaje pon..malas ar nk gi orientation2 ni sume..hahaha...
1 thing..ITE College Clementi really SUCKS!!to the core lar wei...geram dohh..ade ke patut gt tis 1 freaky teacher memperkecil-kecil kn org2 ITE College East??
buto sak perangai...den ade hati nk besar2 kn skola yg tkde pape+bahang+kecik tu.. PUI!!
den ternmpk n serempak wif Shafeeq Yunos..ALAMAK!!tu lgi 1 prob tat makes me dun wanna go to sch..perangai...
den the CA said tat i have to buy new uniform cz thr is changes to it..FUCK LAH!!duit kene kuar lagi..95 bucks plk tu..blm include baju P.E..mampuih aku...class funds n buku blm include tu...bankrupt lah aku tis time...haiz..

but look on the bright side lah..i got to meet and make lots of frens...my closest current fren is Rashid..haha..his nick name Cit..[like my ex sey...Baby Rash..nw i call him Acit..haha]

k lah tats all..to be continued eh..sorry..da ngantok gile ar..my body pon aching..bye ppl!!tc!!

Adios.Amegos.Peace

What have I done...

Well peeps!!im sorry didnt update much lately..bz werking n meeting ppl lar...n oso prepare for sch tmrw..hehee...well lets start wif the good news!! guess what??..i got 4 points for this semester GPA..wohooo!!! (3 cheers for me!!hip-hop hurray!!! x3 ) not oni tat...i get into ITE College West Clementi...wohoo.....no more waking up early..haha!!..AND..on July..my sch will be moving into ITE CCK and so as Sham!!..yey!! tat means i will be in the same sch as him for the whole yr!! weee....

Nw lets move on to bad news...the sad thing abt me going to ITE Clementi is..there will be a GIGANTIC,ENORMOUSLY possibility that i will bump into Shafeeq Yunos..[fyi..my ex..feeq..rmbr?] hmm...mampui lar aku.. mati-mati... WORSE!! my sch starts tmrw!!!darn nervous sia!!!!hahahaha...and i dun feel that im ready yet..hehe.. XD

okok..lets back track to the title above..lemme tel u what i have been doing since i last blogged..hehe.. starting from today..we countdown k..haha..

On the 12th of April 2010...
feeling very sleepy n sian plus angry..gt lah issues wif my dad n sis..IDIOTS..my sis is such a lazy freak..wen i got hm FROM WERK N FEELING SHAGGED..my dad asked me to clean the kitchen..den jemur baju..mcm wth??..tk sempat mandi pon sey..jamah mkn pon tidak...den my sis ade hati tanye i got bring hm chocolate ke tk..den i was like in my heart saying"fuck u lah!dah lar dpt gaji tk beli pape for family..mknan pon tidak..brg dapur pon tidak..apelagi bayar bill rumah..sial ar tu kakak..nasib baik dier dpt adk penyabar..kalau dpt adk yg tk penyabar..dah tentu2 muke dier berlebam ar..." den i looked in the kitchen..MAK OOOIII!!!punye lah berserak...pinggan mangkuk sume tk cuci..den i ask my adk ar if she gt go werk or nt jz nw..if she does..i understand..TAPI she's nt werking tdy..terus blh rase darah up up and away sey!! PEMALAS NK MAMPOS! dah tk keje den tk uat keje umah..wen aku tk keje tk uat keje umah tau pulak bingit..marah sane sini..anak cibai btol ar tu pompan... (sooo sorry for the vulgarities..emotional ar..hehe) nw i finish jemur baju jek..malas nk kemas dapur..let her clean it..idiot...

but 1 thing i like abt tdy is i got "bapak angkat" oreadi at werk..hehe..his name is MYO..[pronounced as MIO] he's a Mynmar but speaks perfect english n he's sooo cute...at 1st i tot he's not married..skali dah kawin dah..alamak..pecah sey my heart..haha..da ade anak pon..3 lagi dohh!! haha..but tadi wen he say to one caddy.."y?..got problem isit?...she's my daughter lei.." Ahahaha!! kekek siot!! terus tersenyum2 kambing plk ni minah..hahaha...

On The 11th of April 2010...
hmm..i went to werk..got bitten by darn fucking lots of mosquitoes which are stripy black n white..n now my leg has ALOT of "bintat" n i cant wear skirt to sch tmrw..haiz...
not oni tat...jz nw at werk..wen Ester was jz off taking the puffs..sekali......... "POOOOFFF!!" the place black out...teros panic sey..haha..den called for Myo on the walkie-talkie[ 1st time using it..hehe] den my face btol2 mcm nk nangis sey..cz wen Myo came..rain starts to pour..huhuhuhu.. that means..nnt cnferm ramai org n im alone wif a blackout!! arrrggghhh!!!
but i managed to pull it myself..selamat..fuhh..haha..

On The 1oth of April 2010...
clean up nina's hse early in the morn..den went to werk half-day..n get paid on the spot cz i yg mintak cz no tambang alek..wakaka!!

On The 9th of April 2010...
went to ITE Bishan to temankn Raidah to her sch to ask for a pathetic signature n stamp..haha..den teman her n the mum to jalan2 at AMK..den back to nina's hse..ntg much..

On The 8th of April 2010...
1st time go to werk frm Teban hse...oh well...i reach thr early..like per normal..den play game while waiting for Ester...den after werk..go home..

On The 7th of April 2010...
went to ITE Clementi wif Sham to register for my upcoming sch..and was disappointed by the admin ppl..darn fucked up sia their system of werking..den went to ITE Dover..intend to buy Sham's sch pants..but the shop not opened..waste of time..den went back to clementi to transfer a bus to got to beach rd to make his name tag den had a loooonngggggg walk..imagine walking frm beach rd to bugis to city hall to marina to clarke quay den back to raffles jz to find a bus that will directly go straight to my hse...hahaha...such a loooonnnnggg walk which caused my feet to have quite a huge blister..hahaha...

On The 6th of April 2010...
did ntg..jz laze at hm and watch tv n clean the hse n cook..tats all...

thats all folks..really tired nw & my back is really aching ar..soo..bye!!tc!!

adios.amegos.peace

The Things That I've Been Doing...HAHAHA

Okok..lets start wif the most fun part..one fine day..if i'm not wrong on fri..oh ya!!it's on GOOD friday...haha..a very good one indeed..i met SHAM!!!wohoo..after almost 1 mnth tk jumpe..at last jumpe jgk..haha..1st i met Raidah at AMK..[at first plan to go polyclinic for check-up tpi tutup dah..pe dah..]hehe..so..den we chitty-chatty at AMK MacD while waiting for Sham..den take a stroll in AMK Hub..den buy a small cake for Sham..reason??[i forgotten to bring sham's bday pressie] =.=" den we meet Sham..at first planned to go changi village..but then Raidah dun want..den Changi Airport..ntg to see..at last, P.Ris Park..[the one in which i have gone into mre then 100 times in a year!!]..hahaha...
den we took ALOT of pics..hehe..
[photos is published as shown above]
den i went hm at AMK..sadly Sham didnt sent me to the doorstep..he jz said gdbye..no hugs or kisses..huhu.. :(

ok..chg story..nw abt Acit..[my ex..A.K.A Baby Rash??] well..tat time he said he broke up wif the gal but nw i tink they patch up again oreadi..[for i duno hw many hundreds times oreadi..haha] he sms-ed me..called me..crying..haiz..i nw understand why ppl hates to hear ppl talk wen they cry..cz u wont understand a sgl word they say..hahaha!!! tats why i kept quiet wenever i cry..hahaha!!!okok..serious2..he said to me tat he wont love another gal animre..bla3..then he say he give up in life..i was shocked lah..yalah..tkkn psl 1 gal whom u love u wanna kill urslef kn?..b**oh nye org..den i give him space..but still making sure he is save n not doing stupid things..i asked him to have a company n nasib baik Kai[my twin bro..haha..name??Khairil..close to my name huh??..haha] was thr wif him..i trusted Kai since the 1st time i meet him..i jz have a strong feeling that he's a gd man n will be a great fren for any of his frens..his frens will be very lucky to get him as a fren..oni Jae je BODOH tk tau menilai nye..sampai hati kutuk n tuduh sembarangan den brainwash her frens to hate him too..but i dun..im not under her curse..i noe deep down in me tat he's a good guy..
okok..back track bebeh..haha..so..jz nw in the morn i talked to Kai asking if Acit is ok or nt..n if he's sgl or patched back..den he said he duno..but wen Acit talked to him..it sounded like as tho he's patched back..n my reaction..oh well..that particular guy never learns his lessons...hahaha!!

nw..back to Sham..well..Sham lately intro me to a game in Fb called Bejeweltz..n guess wat??..im soooo addicted to it that i played it everyday!!nw i've hit the 10K award..wohoo!!nw i wanna hit higher..hahaa!!! Nt oni tat..even in my phone gt a game sumting similar to it..so..cn say lah every hour im playing it..haha..tk jemu beb...tk jemu!!hahaha..

okok..thats all folks..thanks for the time..& to my new reader..Raidah..happy reading n thx!hahahaa!!!!bye!!

adios.amegos.peace

Cant Get U Out of My Mind..[tdy oni..i hope]

well humans..cnferm u all thinking that im thinking of Sham. My gummy bear rite??..well its not him..
i dunno why but im thinking of Syafiq Salim..the hot guy i once used to date remember?..the one tat brings me to Night Safari on my 1st date wif him..i dunno y but his face keeps appearing in my mind..nt oni his face but his voice..his smile..everything lah..every single memory of him jz came flashing in my head thru out the day..despite me trying to think of Sham..Fiq will still appear.. i still remember abt my dream of him..haiz.. i think i missed him loads.. yea.. i missed him..cant deny..
oh well.. i still gt 2 pics of him in my hp..n i dun wanna delete it cz it contains lots of sweet memories..
gosh...i jz wished we cld meet up n have some talk..to lpskn rindu lah katekn..hahaa...
btw ppl..dun tell sham tau..if not... i TAPAK-TAPAK all ur faces..
buahaha!!

okok..gtg nw..too slpy...nites ppl!!
WISH ME LUCK FOR MY RESULTS!!!

adios.amegos.peace