this is the most sweetest moments that i had wif her[Fatin my sis]gd luck in Vietnam yaw!!do tc of urself down dere!!dun forget to eat!!!i noe u gt lotsa money dere..dun lie to me if u say u hve no money..haha...bye2 sis..cya in 2 mnths time!!
Hmm..hw shall i start..cz somebody gonna read this blog 4 sure..and i have to be formal tho..haha..
okok!!i got i dea!!lets start wif wat i did frm the sun starts to rise!!hehe(beware!gonna be a long one!!..haha)
ok..early in the morn arnd 7++i was awakened by Kecik boncet[my baby cat]haha..she meowed at my ears..Directly plk tu..irritating sey..den i grab her and hugged and make her into my pillow..[dah geram sgt..]haha..den she pleaded to let her go..haha..den i let her go lar..and continued sleeping..hehe..[sleepy head..haha!!]
Den!!again my sleep was interrupted..haiz..tis time by my Rash Baby..haiyo..he wished me gd morning..tats sweet bt..i was sleeping!!haha!!and Fatin asked to reply..[alamak..ni part yg malas sey..haha] so i replied to him telling him tat i cant contact wif him for the time being cz my sis wanna use the phone line for a moment before she going to Vietnam for 2 mnths..WTFISHES!!
ahaha..den i went to leep again..bt this time only afew minutes cz Nyai[nenek] dah bising suro bangun..and its like only 8 in the morn sey..haiz..bt i woke up at 9..haha..bluek!..
den after bathing..my habit in tamp jz wont go away..tat is reading newspaper before eating..i read the malay newspaper article abt husband's responsibilities during his wife giving birth..haha..its quite saddening tat some women are doing it alone..u noe y?..cz their husbands are bz sleeping while their wife fights for life and they have to suffer alone cz they dont want to wake their husbands up..and tats wat i call "jeritan sepi"...[screaming in silence]i read abt it and i was like "kiwak!!ade jgk org2 mcm ni dlm dunia ni ehk?..ish3..tk patut.."hehe..
bt b4 tat i heard ayah and nyai talking bout money issues..i was wondering..ayah kept on saying that he dont have enuf money for us..i wonder where his money go sey..kk..its true tat he have to gave it to Fatin bt tkkn smpi i dun hav money 4 sch purposes sey..rabak tu..den bile i want to search for jobs..nyai tk kasi plk..irritating sey..den..wat?..i hav to go for hunger strike is it?..klakar kapa!!!mcm mintak kene maki aje ar ni bapak..irritating nk mampui..[oops..nt suppose to say tat..hehe..terlepas dok..haha]kk.tis is jz a luahan hati ok..i dun really mean it..its jz tat i kept on thinking whr his money has gone...me n zaki dah stop mintak dier duit pe..we jz ask for sch allowance..AND my sch allowance is getting lesser day by day..and zaki is getting more!!WHAT A FAVOURISM!!not only that..i cant go to Thailand bcz of tis too..F*** lar..
Fuuuuh..lega hamba rasenye...haha...
kk..nxt..during sending my sis off..i actually wanted to hug her jz nw..bt i couldnt..cz im afraid tat i wld cry..and i noe her well..me and my sis is jz 2 yrs apart..but we have this "spiritual" connection..i cn feel wat she is feeling and she cn feel wat i am feeling..sometimes we even have the same tots..haha..coolio!..i dont want to hug her cz i noe i wld cry..and if i cry she wld cry too..soo..i jz step fierce ar..but in the end..she noes tat i wanted a hug frm her so,she hugged me..i was really close to tears man..haha..and she kissed me on the cheeks 4 the 1st time in our entire life sey!!bt too bad..its been in my habit since young tat if someone kisses me,i will surely wipe it off..haha..i dunno why..haha..so..den..after sending her off..back to tamp to take my things before alek jrg..haiyo..tiring u noe..otw to tamp..i cried in the bus..cz i noe she's crying too..i jz cn feel it..den i tried to imagine wats going to happen in the nxt 2 mnths..WAH!!!like hell..im gonna ulang alek tamp..simei and teban!!kiwak!!!Fuyoo..only god knows hw i feel...den abt kakak lagi tk balek2..i'm afraid she's running away again cz she gotta know that her bill is $200++..and the F*** thing is..its under Zaki's name..i cn bet tat she's nt gonna pay 4 it cz she dont have the money..and THIS is 1 of the major reason why i wanna work..cz i know i'm gonna need alot of money..definitely she will ask me to pay some..[sedangkn aku ngah ade difficulties in paying Fatin nye bills and oso my barang2 skola and aku rase aku tk mkn in sch 4 like three weeks to pay her bills..ni perangai dah mcm sial ehk..tpi sabar dok..COBAAN!!haha]den i have to cook meals for ayah and zaki before drg alek..wah..i'm back to my suri rumah days man!!it sucks!..to the max tau eh..tpi ape nk uat..dah nasib badan..hmm..
den bile smpi umah jrg..did some cleaning..den temankn ayah buka puase pat jrg point..den i didnt reply Rash baby's msgs cz i was engrossed in thinking wat will happen to me..too engrossed..haiyo!![sorry baby..i didnt mean to..if u marahkn me..i'm really sorry k..dun angry2 k?..I LOVE U..and i cant wait to see u..hehe..muah!!lovies!!]oh ya..Fatin was lucky cz she get to meet Rashid before going to Vietnam yesterday..she was the 1st to see..den followed by Shrek..[urghh..tat inspector nenek..haha]den no one else..huhu..[baby..im missing ur hugs..]
Den i became a match-maker in the night..haha..it was antara Sastra[my "scandal"]and Ris Nurul[my GF for life..haha]i let them talk to each other after knl2kn each other..den i went to talk to Rash baby..expressing all my love for him..haha..while waiting hw romantic cn he be..hahaha...a test tat i'll neva forget..i want to do tis since i started having guys..tpi tk dpt..haha..so..he is my victim!!1st victim!!haha..[no worries dear..no harm shall i do to u..hehe]*evil face*hehe..den talked to Fatin on Msn abt ther area there..the weather and wat time she will be waking up and start working 2mrw..[hmm..caring jgk aku ni ehk..haha!!bluek!]
and tats all i did in this one whole day dated 29th june 2009..
~the end~
P.s i love u Rashid..i really missed u nw..i was really hoping u r by my side jz nw when i cried..tats why i msged u...i miss u...
okok!!i got i dea!!lets start wif wat i did frm the sun starts to rise!!hehe(beware!gonna be a long one!!..haha)
ok..early in the morn arnd 7++i was awakened by Kecik boncet[my baby cat]haha..she meowed at my ears..Directly plk tu..irritating sey..den i grab her and hugged and make her into my pillow..[dah geram sgt..]haha..den she pleaded to let her go..haha..den i let her go lar..and continued sleeping..hehe..[sleepy head..haha!!]
Den!!again my sleep was interrupted..haiz..tis time by my Rash Baby..haiyo..he wished me gd morning..tats sweet bt..i was sleeping!!haha!!and Fatin asked to reply..[alamak..ni part yg malas sey..haha] so i replied to him telling him tat i cant contact wif him for the time being cz my sis wanna use the phone line for a moment before she going to Vietnam for 2 mnths..WTFISHES!!
ahaha..den i went to leep again..bt this time only afew minutes cz Nyai[nenek] dah bising suro bangun..and its like only 8 in the morn sey..haiz..bt i woke up at 9..haha..bluek!..
den after bathing..my habit in tamp jz wont go away..tat is reading newspaper before eating..i read the malay newspaper article abt husband's responsibilities during his wife giving birth..haha..its quite saddening tat some women are doing it alone..u noe y?..cz their husbands are bz sleeping while their wife fights for life and they have to suffer alone cz they dont want to wake their husbands up..and tats wat i call "jeritan sepi"...[screaming in silence]i read abt it and i was like "kiwak!!ade jgk org2 mcm ni dlm dunia ni ehk?..ish3..tk patut.."hehe..
bt b4 tat i heard ayah and nyai talking bout money issues..i was wondering..ayah kept on saying that he dont have enuf money for us..i wonder where his money go sey..kk..its true tat he have to gave it to Fatin bt tkkn smpi i dun hav money 4 sch purposes sey..rabak tu..den bile i want to search for jobs..nyai tk kasi plk..irritating sey..den..wat?..i hav to go for hunger strike is it?..klakar kapa!!!mcm mintak kene maki aje ar ni bapak..irritating nk mampui..[oops..nt suppose to say tat..hehe..terlepas dok..haha]kk.tis is jz a luahan hati ok..i dun really mean it..its jz tat i kept on thinking whr his money has gone...me n zaki dah stop mintak dier duit pe..we jz ask for sch allowance..AND my sch allowance is getting lesser day by day..and zaki is getting more!!WHAT A FAVOURISM!!not only that..i cant go to Thailand bcz of tis too..F*** lar..
Fuuuuh..lega hamba rasenye...haha...
kk..nxt..during sending my sis off..i actually wanted to hug her jz nw..bt i couldnt..cz im afraid tat i wld cry..and i noe her well..me and my sis is jz 2 yrs apart..but we have this "spiritual" connection..i cn feel wat she is feeling and she cn feel wat i am feeling..sometimes we even have the same tots..haha..coolio!..i dont want to hug her cz i noe i wld cry..and if i cry she wld cry too..soo..i jz step fierce ar..but in the end..she noes tat i wanted a hug frm her so,she hugged me..i was really close to tears man..haha..and she kissed me on the cheeks 4 the 1st time in our entire life sey!!bt too bad..its been in my habit since young tat if someone kisses me,i will surely wipe it off..haha..i dunno why..haha..so..den..after sending her off..back to tamp to take my things before alek jrg..haiyo..tiring u noe..otw to tamp..i cried in the bus..cz i noe she's crying too..i jz cn feel it..den i tried to imagine wats going to happen in the nxt 2 mnths..WAH!!!like hell..im gonna ulang alek tamp..simei and teban!!kiwak!!!Fuyoo..only god knows hw i feel...den abt kakak lagi tk balek2..i'm afraid she's running away again cz she gotta know that her bill is $200++..and the F*** thing is..its under Zaki's name..i cn bet tat she's nt gonna pay 4 it cz she dont have the money..and THIS is 1 of the major reason why i wanna work..cz i know i'm gonna need alot of money..definitely she will ask me to pay some..[sedangkn aku ngah ade difficulties in paying Fatin nye bills and oso my barang2 skola and aku rase aku tk mkn in sch 4 like three weeks to pay her bills..ni perangai dah mcm sial ehk..tpi sabar dok..COBAAN!!haha]den i have to cook meals for ayah and zaki before drg alek..wah..i'm back to my suri rumah days man!!it sucks!..to the max tau eh..tpi ape nk uat..dah nasib badan..hmm..
den bile smpi umah jrg..did some cleaning..den temankn ayah buka puase pat jrg point..den i didnt reply Rash baby's msgs cz i was engrossed in thinking wat will happen to me..too engrossed..haiyo!![sorry baby..i didnt mean to..if u marahkn me..i'm really sorry k..dun angry2 k?..I LOVE U..and i cant wait to see u..hehe..muah!!lovies!!]oh ya..Fatin was lucky cz she get to meet Rashid before going to Vietnam yesterday..she was the 1st to see..den followed by Shrek..[urghh..tat inspector nenek..haha]den no one else..huhu..[baby..im missing ur hugs..]
Den i became a match-maker in the night..haha..it was antara Sastra[my "scandal"]and Ris Nurul[my GF for life..haha]i let them talk to each other after knl2kn each other..den i went to talk to Rash baby..expressing all my love for him..haha..while waiting hw romantic cn he be..hahaha...a test tat i'll neva forget..i want to do tis since i started having guys..tpi tk dpt..haha..so..he is my victim!!1st victim!!haha..[no worries dear..no harm shall i do to u..hehe]*evil face*hehe..den talked to Fatin on Msn abt ther area there..the weather and wat time she will be waking up and start working 2mrw..[hmm..caring jgk aku ni ehk..haha!!bluek!]
and tats all i did in this one whole day dated 29th june 2009..
~the end~
P.s i love u Rashid..i really missed u nw..i was really hoping u r by my side jz nw when i cried..tats why i msged u...i miss u...
adios.amegos.peace
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