i dunno wat else to say...tadi i went to meet Rizal and Shafeeq..at that time i was totally hoping it would be like the normal lpk2 kinda tingy cz while waiting 4 Shafeeq me n Rizal are playing cards..mcm biase je ar..den Shafeeq came with masam muke..den i ask him like a normal fwen would ask lar..i ask him wat happened?..he diam je..den after he sits down he started scolding me..he asked me wat was my purpose saying him kental..bt my intention was jz a joke sey..den he was getting serious..and i was getting mre pissed off with him bt i maintain cool..i tried to laugh in order to tahan marah..bt in end i merajok ar..i was about to leave the place wen sumting stopped me..he said all the things he scold me was jz a joke..and i was damn pissed off wen i heard tat cz its nt the 1st time he did tat to me..its like almost everytime wen we meet he would do that to me..and it's really annoying tau..so..ape lagi the anger was already outta my control and i threw my bag on the floor and started shouting at him..i scold him saying that i dont like him doing tat to me...and i said the word "fuck"to him for the first time..and tat was the first time he seeing me getting really angry and damn it was in the public..nt only his maruah jatuh..it was also mine and innocent Rizal's..i pity Rizal cz tk psl2 dier skali kene angkut malu..haiz..nw i dunno wat to do..i've already apologized to the both of them..i hope they will forgive me and forget about wat happened..haiz..why they test me until like this sey..tk baik sungguh..aku rase kalo gini lar carenye si Shafeeq nk test pompan..aku tk sanggup lagi..aku lebih rela jadi kwn dier nw..den aku menyesal ltr bab i noe he's a big ego..nt big..GIGANTIC one..aku menyesal..pasrah dan redha..aku dah tk sanggup lagi...i'm gonna leave him as it is..eventhough its gonna be hard..i still have to move on..Shafeeq,if u r reading this..i jz wanna say sori..and thx for everything..the only thing i want frm u nw is my headband back..tk sanggup aku nk kasi org barang aku pada org yg telah aku malukn depan masyarakat..bye Shafeeq..gonna miss u..
adios.amegos.peace
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